I’ve wanted to write for 3 weeks now. But my brain processing has been off. Maybe it is the low blood phosphorus or the low blood zinc levels they found. Maybe the seizures. Maybe it is the extremely high ferritin levels or the high copper levels. Maybe it is what feels like this weird life sentence with this muscle disease I was diagnosed with and the constant add ons that seem to be piling up on top of what I was pretty sure was a maxed out chronic illness status. I mean come on the muscle disease, ok, then the bone disease, well, that’s not good, then Lyme disease, REALLY, SERIOUSLY, and then lab after lab that is just a reminder that my body’s issues make me want to go back to bed and stay there for a very long time. MAYBE it is the PTSD. This less than lovely…