I have been waiting for a sem break so that I could relax more. So I could update my blog. So that I could read and write more. Maybe so I could stay late at night to mourn over the death of my favorite characters in a movie or in a book. I really miss those times when I could do everything I please, the sky’s the limit. When I stare at the ceiling to contemplate and cry without a rational reason. Those times when life was that simple. You don’t have to care what people say about you when you don’t participate. Those times when I feast for an in-tune guitar. I was playing and singing a sad song, a love song and old song. Then I began crying. I will look at the sky and whisper how I long to fly. I go out at dawn and close…